When I met with Quintus at the Slipway Restaurant, which by far, I would say, the best place in Tanzania to watch the sun go down, he had a totally different view. He was an Audit at the Tanzanian Education Ministry, and had returned from London to Dar some six years ago. We spoke about our times in London, even though they were of different generations. We agreed that resettling back home after many years of studying or staying in the West was a particularly arduous challenge. I put to him the question of socialism, land rights, and its inhibitions on economic development.
“No…no…no. I do not see it that way. First, you need to understand that for many years now, our country has been by far the biggest custodian of refugees in East Africa given the strife in the countries bordering us.”
He thought neoliberalism was a contributory factor in those wars, though never comfortably explains why.
“Here, people feel without lands, they have nothing. They have no problem if they aren’t rich, but having a land gives them a sense of wealth, of owning something of worth, and that alone is sufficient for many. If we liberalize things the way you suggest, yes, more investors would come in, the lands would be hurriedly bought off – with countless structures erected on all corners, but…people would begin to feel dispossessed. And before you know it, the class barrier widens, and so will crime and social strife.”
He sighs deeply and adds “I think things are fine the way they are.”
Quintus drove us to a Night Club later on, at about 11.00pm. The place wasn’t looking as lively or bubbly as I would expect; and my dismay was clearly written on my face.
“Actually, in Tanzania, the clubs are filled only at the end of the month, when salaries must have been paid” he tells me.
“Hmmm… I see. Obviously I have no right to think everywhere was Abuja where people partied every day.”
“You have oil in your country, why not?”
“Yes… not just oil though”, I cut in, “there’s just too much unearned money to throw around”, I said as we both laughed.
***
Three days before the end of my holidays in Tanzania , I travelled to Zanzibar. It would have been unforgivable to be in Tanzania without seeing Zanzibar. So on the fourteenth day of March, I set forth at dawn to the harbour. As we made our way into the ferry, I was struck by the massive number of white people who were marching in; British holiday makers, Americans, Serbs, Croats, Turks, and others whom I couldn’t catch a glimpse of their passport. It was reminiscent of what I witnessed on the flight to Dar; I could count only about ten black people in a flight of nearly 200. White folks obviously have a serious liking for this place. I must admit, that emotionally, I felt a little jealous. How come they don’t like my own country just as much? White people visit Nigeria only come there to make money, not spend it. I can’t blame them too much. I understand exactly why. When the ferry docked at the Zanzibar port, I feared I may not be allowed into the city.
“Where is your yellow card?” The aged woman, dressed in mufti asked. I could see everyone pulling up their yellow card; how then was it that only I did not know I was entering a new territory? All my life I had known Zanzibar was part of the Tanzanian territory.
“I left it in Dar es Salaam, Ma. I showed it to the Airport authorities when I landed there, and wasn’t aware I’d be required to bring it here with me.”
She takes a look at my passport, sees my Tanzanian visa, and saw the stamp in on it. My heart now raced in a frenzied manner as I awaited what she’d say next. I had paid $80 for the trip and getting turned back would have been a personal tragedy.
“This is Zanzibar not Tanzania. You need to come with your yellow card next time.”
I thanked her profusely and quickly made my way out of the port and into Zanzibar’s Stone Town.
I get into the Maru-Maru hotel, a small but supremely clean lodge. On stepping in, I saw a picture of Bill Clinton, proudly displayed on the stairwell. It was taken when he lodged here while attending a UNESCO event in 2012. At the of the top of the building was a very fancy bar which features a gorgeous view of Zanzibar, though one needs to have at least a 20x optical zoom camera to see beyond the thatched roofs and rickety buildings within the immediate surroundings. Zanzibar was a contradiction in many ways. Naturally, it was obviously a place of extravagant beauty, but the locals barely had the means to enjoy the fullness of it. And so everywhere I looked, I found it hard to reconcile beauty and the squalor that lay on the other side of it. After the colourful evening at the promenade in front of the House of Wonders – adjacent to the shore of the Zanzibar coast, I knew my time there had to be called short. It had been a wonderful twenty-four hours of meeting new people, good food, drinks and tasting different varieties of grilled meat. The next morning, the ferry—named Kilimajaro III arrived at the dock. As the vessels sailed back to Dar es Salaam, I roamed helplessly on the vessel’s balcony, casting what would be some of my last gazes at the beautiful Indian Ocean, as the ferry sailed on.
***
On the nineteenth day of March, two thousand and fifteen, I landed back at the Nnamdi Azikiwe International Airport Abuja. After making it past the immigration, I took my baggage from the carousel and made my way to the exit.
“Oga, where are you coming from?” the NDLEA official asks, quite abrasively.
“Tanzania. Please my taxi is outside waiting for me” I replied with a tone of impatience and dissatisfaction.
“Follow me” he replied.
“To where?”
“Upstairs.”
Déjà vu. It was to the damn x-ray room again.
