{"id":1015,"date":"2016-07-26T02:42:30","date_gmt":"2016-07-26T02:42:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/staging\/?p=1015"},"modified":"2026-01-23T00:35:32","modified_gmt":"2026-01-23T00:35:32","slug":"louise-carson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/louise-carson\/","title":{"rendered":"Louise Carson"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h3>Rules for Life as a Bee<\/h3>\n<p>Each bee must be her own queen,<br \/>\nnot live in a colony.<br \/>\nBurrow in the ground along a path<br \/>\nor build the nest in a dead plant stem<br \/>\nor stack of empty flowerpots.<br \/>\nTo line the nest, cut neat circles out<br \/>\nof rose leaves and petals.<br \/>\nStock it with nectar and seal.<br \/>\nLeave the young but tell them:<br \/>\nyou have one year, including the season<br \/>\nwhen you\u2019ll sleep beneath a screen of wax.<br \/>\nOnce you\u2019re out, dance.<\/p>\n<h3>No music<\/h3>\n<p>Plants, I\u2019m sorry there\u2019s no music.<br \/>\nNo Vivaldi to calm you while you\u2019re watered.<br \/>\nNo Puccini to rouse you to blossom,<br \/>\nHolst to march you to symmetry.<br \/>\nNo Charlie Parker tickles you into variegation.<br \/>\nNo Mussorgsky reminds you of the wonder of the world,<br \/>\nand its madness.<\/p>\n<p>I still can\u2019t bear to listen.<\/p>\n<p>But do you hum to some far-off celestial tune I\u2019m guessing at<br \/>\nin the silence<br \/>\nwhere I flourish?<\/p>\n<h3>She leaves me<\/h3>\n<p>She leaves me in the house without a car.<br \/>\nIt\u2019s laundry day and dishes must be done.<br \/>\nI\u2019ll make some suppers for the coming week,<br \/>\ndo taxes at the scarred kitchen table.<\/p>\n<p>She leaves me in the house without a scar.<br \/>\nI deal with cash and dirt as I\u2019m able.<br \/>\nThe table where we eat is scratched and stained.<br \/>\nI leave it all and go out to the sun.<\/p>\n<p>The scar I wear is elemental, one.<br \/>\nUnlovable: survive by being meek.<br \/>\nAnd disappear where others strive to seek.<br \/>\nShe leaves me as I strain to guess her star.<\/p>\n<p>I leave her with small grace, as I\u2019m able.<br \/>\nThe house will hold our voices, low and strained.<br \/>\nThe scar supports the work I do, have done.<br \/>\nShe leaves, I leave, neither going far.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Rules for Life as a Bee Each bee must be her own queen, not live in a colony. Burrow in the ground along a path or build the nest in a dead plant stem or stack of empty flowerpots. To line the nest, cut neat circles out of rose leaves and petals. Stock it with nectar and seal. Leave&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":5312,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1015","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1015","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1015"}],"version-history":[{"count":31,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1015\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5369,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1015\/revisions\/5369"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5312"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1015"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1015"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1015"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}