{"id":662,"date":"2013-01-22T02:57:58","date_gmt":"2013-01-22T02:57:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/?page_id=662"},"modified":"2026-05-28T20:32:11","modified_gmt":"2026-05-28T20:32:11","slug":"gillian-sze","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/writings\/poetry\/gillian-sze\/","title":{"rendered":"Writings \/ Poetry: Gillian Sze"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2>Ode to Absence<\/h2>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The good colours of autumn<br \/>\nstartle and glister.<br \/>\nA buzzing yellow.<br \/>\nThe best colours are scant in the late month,<br \/>\nlasting one brief hour<br \/>\nand then is dulled by noon\u2019s shadow.<br \/>\nThere is obedience for shadows:<br \/>\nwhere cars are no longer parked<br \/>\nleaves line the space, a curb of fringed phantoms.<br \/>\nA jogger in a matching jumpsuit<br \/>\nholds a bouquet of flowers<br \/>\nand runs between lanes,<br \/>\nwhile a trail of leaves weaved by his feet<br \/>\nscatter and die again and again,<br \/>\nstuck to the pavement.<br \/>\nYou weigh nothing,<br \/>\nappearing in the morning<br \/>\nlike leaves fallen on the trunk of a car<br \/>\nyou weigh nothing<br \/>\nand yet I have to sweep you,<br \/>\nmy unfailing morning valet.<br \/>\nSometimes one needs to step<br \/>\non a stranger\u2019s lawn<br \/>\nto see the best angles of the 4:25 sun.<br \/>\nYou seize me mid-air (or maybe I have let you in)<br \/>\nlike a leaf whipped into a dusty bag,<br \/>\nsuch chance, such accuracy of wind.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h2>Ode to the People Waiting for the Bus at 8:04 a.m.<\/h2>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Someone told me that on overcast days,<br \/>\nwe all look good in photos.<br \/>\nA woman presses her lips<br \/>\nat her compact mirror,<br \/>\nthe lines around her mouth<br \/>\nno longer try to stretch.<br \/>\nShe has put on lipstick for this light,<br \/>\nwhich has deadened<br \/>\nthe severity of sunup<br \/>\nand we wait for the bus<br \/>\nwith our watery morning faces.<br \/>\nWhen we board,<br \/>\nthe clouds split blue,<br \/>\nand the solid hit of shadows<br \/>\nrocks us.<br \/>\nThe old woman rings her stop<br \/>\nsmoothing her skirt when she gets up.<br \/>\n<em>There is still some decency<\/em>,<br \/>\nher hands say, hushing the pleats,<br \/>\n<em>some modesty at an early hour.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h2>Against the Sky<\/h2>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>(after WCW)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Let me not forget at least<br \/>\nthe afternoon rainfall<br \/>\ndrenching all the streets<br \/>\nwith no sense of sunlight<br \/>\nand the powdered dryness<br \/>\nthat evening, asthmatic,<br \/>\nso cardboard the air, one&#8217;s laughter<br \/>\nwould have to be dusted.<br \/>\nThe pigeon dropped nothing<br \/>\nbut a feather on a bronze lapel<br \/>\nand the wind, rueful, scuffled<br \/>\nwith it the rest of the way down<br \/>\nwhile the window cleaner&#8217;s ropes<br \/>\nplotted a parabola against<br \/>\na glass grid, so graceful<br \/>\nelegance was never a question.<\/p>\n<p><!--nextpage--><\/p>\n<h2>Parallax<\/h2>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I want not the evening reflection of the white birch trees in the flooded ditch.<br \/>\nI want not the tire embedded at the top of the hillock.<br \/>\nI want not the lady\u2019s slippers clustered in tiptoed ellipses.<br \/>\nI want not the telephone wires, stitched in the trees.<br \/>\nI want not the spotted goats chewing by the fence,<br \/>\nor the planted deaths and the crooked weight of stones.<br \/>\nI want only to show you how staggering green the field,<br \/>\nits opulence opening the eye\u2019s stopple,<br \/>\nuntil it ripens behind us.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ode to Absence &nbsp; The good colours of autumn startle and glister. A buzzing yellow. The best colours are scant in the late month, lasting one brief hour and then is dulled by noon\u2019s shadow. There is obedience for shadows: where cars are no longer parked leaves line the space, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":1049,"parent":229,"menu_order":2,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-662","page","type-page","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/662","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=662"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/662\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1029,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/662\/revisions\/1029"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/229"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1049"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mtls.ca\/issue14\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=662"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}